Ok.. this will be my last entry in this jounral. I've made a new one. I already added all my friends to it, so please please please add my new name everyone :) its... vampyvixen

I've had strep throat for that last week! Its sucked ass.
I'm finally getting over it. I missed a whole week of
working out. That pisses me off cuz I wanna go as often as i can so i can get in shape damn it! oh well.
I have to work 7 freaking days straight before i get a day off. That crap. I miss Sean :( I only saw him once this last week cuz i was sick. I havent talked to him in 2 days. Blah Blah Blah.. the end.

xoxo
Amber

So Sean and I are "hanging out" again. I missed him so much.
But yet again I am confused about how he feels.
I am totally, hopelessly, pathetically in love with him and he knows it. He says he loves me too, but isn't ready for something serious.. which I understand considering the mess he came out of, which I won't get into.. I dunno... Blah Blah Blah .. I ate a candy bar and hate myself for it.
the end.

xoxo
Amber

Let him go Amber,just let him go.....

Valentines Day can kiss my ass!